I have a job. Orientation is tomorrow at 5:45pm. Here begins my foray into the world of pizza delivery. With gas at $3.90 per gallon, I don't see much of a profit in the near future. Movies I have seen over the last few days:

To Save a Life
Let Me In
I Spit on Your Grave
Due Date
Hall Pass
127 Hours

Movies that were worth a damn:

Anyway it feels like ( Read more... )

it's pretty fucking funny when an old guy like Count Tolstoy is telling me that girls want confidence. That's right, a guy that's been dead for 100 years is schooling me. 3 girls, basically without the presence of a man for some time, and they all perk up and doll out when a Prince comes by (they're all Princesses and Ladies). And he's a good ( Read more... )

just now at Target, I was ready to check out with Jamie after a grocery shopping trip that took far too long. As we finally approach the checkout lanes, she all of a sudden starts walking away, towards the dresses & handbags. I pleaded to her, "But Jamie, the checkout lanes are right here!" A guy walking past consoles me with, "Good luck, bro." I ( Read more... )

had a decent weekend, finally got out the guitars with Ryan and worked through a few songs. Watched something with Derek. Saturday I can't remember what I did, and Sunday Jamie's friend Aaron was having a BBQ at this swanky apt complex in UTC. I'd been there before, years ago. It's got a nice pool, looks like a resort. Great steaks and chicken, ( Read more... )

so not since Lisa, who was my roommate for like a month when I lived with that one guy and his son, and Derrick .. not since then have I had a girl roommate. Unless you're counting my sister for years back home. Living with Jamie is actually pretty tolerable. She cleans a lot and is a bit obsessive compulsive about it, but I only have to chip in ( Read more... )

a mild panic attack, not at all like the ones I had growing up where I'd choke and my heart would stop. But I'm thinking about a life without her, and it's getting to me. I think my mind is going. My brain is melting away. I just found out I'm 11,129 days old, today, and I can safely say 11,000 of those nights I've slept alone in bed. While I laid ( Read more... )

Death is regrettable, life is inevitable, but love is imperative. I think I've thought about those three things the most in my life, in all my daydreams and nightmares. Nothing else has occupied my mind so much. They led me to philosophers and pontificators. I guess I should begin with how I feel about the end.

I should open with a declaration, that ( Read more... )

The setting is Russia, near the battlefronts with Napoleon and the Grand Armee. The Russian troops are anxious and excited about their upcoming first engagements, and while they sit and wait for orders, an old grey-haired, gin blossomed Captain is giving a bit of knowledge to a young Ensign ( Read more... )

maybe that's what's been holding me back, all these years. I didn't have the courage to step to girls, but I expected some princess to sweep me off my feet. She'd have to be seriously strong to do that. I've spent a lot of time daydreaming about my wedding over the past 10 or 15 years. Guess I should have gotten married sometime in between there. I ( Read more... )

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