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Well Thursday September 1st was my moms 50th b day and allso the day that i found out that as many times josh told me i could trust him i couldnt and i dont! His X Sara Ault went over to his house to help his lil sis move out and while she was there she kissed Josh and he kissed her back and then told her to leave and then she calles him and asked ( Read more... )

Tonight it hit me that Josh will be gone in just a few short weeks! I started crying tonight when we started talking about the future and what might happen and what we want to happen were both afraid of losing eachother and sence ive been down this road before i think im just going to get hurt again but I KNOW that well allways be good friends Im ( Read more... )

well lets see nothing really all that new going on w/me but thats nothing new lol!

Thursday is my 4 month w/Joshy! (woop woop) Im excited im allso sad b/c he leaves in a few weeks for ACU wich is totally goin to suck! I could so see myself w/him for the rest of my life Im so afraid that when he goes hell find sombody better than me and he allways ( Read more... )

Well its been a fuckin long ass time sence ive updated b/c now josh and I are going on our 4th month lol! I dont think any one really cares but if you do please write back! I feel so alone when josh is gone some times i feel like hes my only friend any more Oh well im not complaning cuz i love the guy!!!!! truely madly and deeply! Oh by the way ( Read more... )

well its been awile sence ive updated but i guess not many people care about that huh? Oh well i dont really care my Juanito comes back some time soon and then the sun will shine,birds will sing and littel babys will stop crying! Not really well just get really fucked up! lol

Its been almost 2 months for Josh and Me im soooo excited i sware i could ( Read more... )

 Wow this sux its 420 and noone remembered to call me so now im sitting at home doing nothing but updating my lj wow i better watch out sumone might call the cops on mycrazy ass cuz its just sooooooooo krazy over here! (tear) ON a good note Im HOPELESSLY MADLY TRUELY in love w/Josh he makes me crazy (but in a good way) we get to spend the whole ( Read more... )

well im waiting for my babe and wow he makes me sooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy hes a compleate gentelmen and does every thing noone els did for me like driving ME around and paying for shit and buying/picking me flowers! He makes me so happy were both such goof balls! I love it b/c he makes me laugh when i cry and makes me forget im sad Ive NEVER ( Read more... )

i odnt feel good im going to die

well im gunna get a restraining order on the krazy gurl! i cant take it ne more shes ruining my life ( Read more... )