This journal is dead.

Let me tell you work sucks... i guess its not to bad but now i have to work over just to get anything done casue im packed with meeting from 830 - 400 and im supposed to get done at 430... not happening... but everything else has been going pretty good... im thinking about moving to another site rather than LJ not that i dont like it but well i ( Read more... )

Im really beggining to think its me.. some unconscience action that i undertake that for some odd reason causes people some sort of pain or harm... thats just great...

Well again its been awhile so I thought I would put something in here about my weekend at least... Well I had my whole weekend set when I left work Friday but I found out that my plans had gotten flipped around and I had now gotten myself into to things on Saturday night... and I made my choice and a few people werent happy with it but I guess I ( Read more... )

so an update... well I have a whole bunch of new responsibilities at work... they have pulled me from testing to lead a huge project that also has alot of new things that we havent had before... so of course i get one day of training on the shit before i get thrown into about 7 daily meetings and I have two people under neath me and 2 pm's that I ( Read more... )

Well been a few days since i posted anyhting so thought I would update... not much going on with me lately.. been hanging out wiht an old friend alot and i jsut want to thank her for being here for me... ive really needed someone and I cant think of anyone better for the job thats for sure... and I know sometimes i confuse her and i hoep she ( Read more... )

Well I figured this out so i thought  i would leave another good ( Read more... )

Been a while since I updated and I saw something today that really opened my eyes... but anyway life has been well jsut that i guess... its been... but this past weekend was great and im finally getting somewhere again... it was nice to not think about the things that get my down for a couple days and just step back and take a look at life.... or ( Read more... )

Well another gorgeous day outside... wish i had something constructive to do but itll probably end up being jsut like yesterday.. a few card rides and taking the cats outside to run around for a bit... its weird.. for the first time in a while i actually feel ok with my life... i have some money saved up and im alone again but i guess its not that ( Read more... )

well this has definetly been one of the longest and shittiest times of my life... and of course the dog jsut pissed on the floor right in front of me... man is that my luck let me tell ya... so i hate putting all of my situation down in words.. we all know that i am no master in linguistics right? but ive jsut been so depressed... after my last ( Read more... )