well what a night... didnt get much sleep... I know im not supposed to worry about things but i just cant help it... I trust you baby believe I do but you know there is still going to be something in me that is going to worry... I finally convinced myself to sleep about 2 ocloc ik then i was up again at 5 and i jsut laid in bed trying to figure out ( Read more... )

well another glorius night of more than likely sitting around home untill i get bored enough to go to bed... I love my life so much...

where am i? what am i doing in this place? sometimes its hard to tell... i wish it was summer.. i wish i could be back on nights too.. which seems like it might be happening sooner than i thought but I might have to give up my weekends but I dont really mind.. so they are moving three more tsr's back into my section for testing... not sure where ( Read more... )

friends... right

my heart is deep within my stomach.. i cant see straight.. i cant stop shaking and all becasue i made the biggest mistake of my life while i was still half asleep.. i cant even began to appoligize for what i did... i know it would make no difference... but you have to understand my side... someone has to believe me... but i know no one will because ( Read more... )

its weird how some things get put into perspective... even weirder how ironic somethings can be ( Read more... )

and i hope so much that it eats away at your inside's. untill there is nothing left but the ugly pile of excremant that you are. i hope you know that i can never go back. i hope you know

well I am havin a pretty good week.. after the whole fish incident on tuesday.. and hte 10 hour work days... glad its friday.. although i do have to go into work tomorrow and test a few things but it wont be long so then its back to bed ( Read more... )

Why is it that my life must suck? Why is it that the people I love are always the ones who seem to lie to my face, tell me that everything is fine and that everything couldnt be better... why is it that this destiny has been layed out before me? one fallen step after another down a lonesome road ( Read more... )