I've hit that "backspace" button too many times.

There are times when I doubt the realism of it all, because no matter how hard one tries, there is always that question hanging loose in the air. Yet I focus myself and push through with that firm believe that things may just turn out right, somehow.

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Amazingly, I'm glad to be back. Brisbane has evolved into a place of new beginnings, less responsibilities and pure good madness. Days pass by faster then we anticipate it to be and we learn to appreciate things that are or are not in Singapore.

I'm happy. (: And I hope everyone else is too. 
 

Because I knew from the start that I probably wasn't good enough, probably wasn't the person perceived to be. I knew that it would have brought about disappointment.

So I vowed never to tell or to show, but I really want to let you know.

Maybe I just needed to be saved.

At some point of time, you will come to realize that you have wasted time mulling over problems that have somehow evolved into some kind of addiction that was actually, really, not worth all that time.

It actually irks me that I used the word "time" 3 times in that sentence, I hate repeating words or phrases.

It has been surprisingly eventful, ( Read more... )

Maybe. People are complexes, a jumble of insecurities but we'll make our way through the cobwebs of fear and bad memories. Maybe. There'll be that one day when the skies are the bluest and hearts are the fullest.

Maybe.

 Can we pretend that airplanes in the night skies are like shooting stars. I could really use a wish right now.

Incapability suffocates me. So much that I wanted to evolve these liabilities into capabilities, but I have recently realised the limitations of being a human being. The resignation of it is an undesirable process, but the understanding that nothing is wrong in not being that strong has the capacity of begetting a life of more content.

However it ( Read more... )

Blabbermouths. Tattletales. Nosey freaks.

Digging through everyone's life and trying to unearth skeletons does not equate you to a better person. There are reasons why people hide snippets of life, there is a reason why the word privacy exist. Do you find pleasure in exposing them to the world, much worst the ones they want the least to know.

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I miss the days when I loved to write, when words were my sword and shield, when sentences were my videotape of life.

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I miss the days when I was fearless, clad in nothing but the courage to attempt the impossible.

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I miss the days when loving was effortless, and feelings were pristine and forthright.

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I miss the days when simplicity was our ( Read more... )

Today I only want to say a few things, at this point of time I have no idea whether this is going to be a long post or a short one. For you never know how one's mind digresses and how words extend till it is done.

For one capable of being so beautiful and so amazing, how much pain it has inflicted on the many who have loved and still is loving. The ( Read more... )