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"Every atom of your flesh is as dear to me as my own: in pain and sickness it would still be dear. Your mind is my treasure, as if it were broken, it would be my treasure still: if you raved, my arms should confine you, and not a strait waistcoat - your grasp, even in fury, would have charm for me: if you flew at me as wildly as that woman did this ( Read more... ) -
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And so, once again, I've left this domain unloved and unlettered for a good 5 months or so. Weariness or unwillingness, I don't know. Maybe it is an undescribeable mix of both. But I think it is time I word some thoughts down, knowing that the end of one part of my life may be drawing near to its end.
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Oh my god, Caryn you are so lame.
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Sometimes, I wish I could scream out those words I long to say, muster that courage that I sorely lack and take that plunge into the unknown without a care about the "may be" consequences. But this idiotical logic that is tagged so tight to this stubborn pride of mine acts like a brick wall between living it up and playing it safe.
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As we approach the tail-end of the year, we hear the common ringing of words such as "goals" or "resolutions", and yet as we count-down to the final 12 hours (or so) of 2010, I have yet to seriously contemplate some. Maybe the word "reflection" is better suited for a person like me, for instead of setting myself unrealistic aims (that deep down I ( Read more... ) -
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The skies are crying rivers.
Comprehending the hastened ticks of the hands of the clock, when the word "youth" evolves into "prime". The sense of urgency and waves of panic brought upon by the realization that time has hurried on without you. Tired.
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Doesn't one wish that life and people could be truthful and straight-forward? I wish I was one of those.
The simple thought that one could open the heart once again, was tampered by the fact that guardedness was not the virtue one should possess. Yet it is humane to be fearful.
The feeling of vulnerability, long forgotten.
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Tomorrow will be the start of a new direction, I really enjoy making these goals especially after I've seem to drift off my previous. On top of that, I've really got to start loving my body more instead of criticizing it. Proper sleep, proper exercise and proper foods. I used to be so good at it, so what happened?
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