last night i dreamt i was living like a poor girl in a tiny cemetery in the countryside. At first I was a little girl who was taken care of by an old woman then i was the old woman taking care of the little girl. She liked to be alone and not play with the other children. they were boys anyways and weren't into the same things. There was a lot ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt i was running around whole foods grocery shopping. if you wanted trail mix you had to put quarters in and play it like slots. It was really competitive and it took me a long time and some other girl that I don't know had to get back to Smith so I couldn't finish ( Read more... )

last night I dreamt I was insanely in love. I met this guy who looked like a taller Cat Stevens when he had a beard and longer curly hair, pre Yusef Islam and stuff, but he was older too, I think 38. I loved him so much. My family liked him too even though he was older because he had this old lime green Corvette-kinda car. I think he lived in ( Read more... )

last night my dream included scary driving in the rain with my mom and trying to throw her stuffed animals from our raft on a waterpark ride. She was on a japanese-style platform above me and I couldn't throw them to her because of tree branches in the way. weeping willows again i think. i also went in and out of this room that sarah lamar was ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt i was in a garden with a lot of moss and stone and weeping willos and pools. My grandmother was there. i was smoking and trying to hide it. it was all very dark and foggy but it was not scary or sad. i just felt at peace. maybe like i was waiting for something ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt i was in a church and kept swearing and people were looking at me with judgmental eyes and telling their children to watch and learn what a horrible person i was. i just would keep saying "goddamnit" and making excuses to myself why it was ok. Then a choir or rainbow-colored children sat in my pew, but they wanted out so my ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt i was pregnant. I was at Ben's house, which looked nothing like his house, and i was talking to yas and we were trying to change some DVD option and ben was ignoring me because he was mad at me. i then tried to go to sleep on the floor and ben finally acknowledged me and got down on the floor with me and tried to have sex with ( Read more... )

had a dream night before last where i was wearing a plaid babydoll dress i made myself and a teacher made fun of it. all the prissy high school girls were there chewing on their pencils. my leg was broken and i had to park in a garage and ride an elevator to class, the lower level was a mall. another part involved my cousin driving me to a ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt i had to go the bathroom a lot, and all times I felt really vulnerable and exposed. It started with me having 4 hairs on my chin that grew into four big tendrils like a permed beard, so I tucked scissors into the skin of my chin so I could cut it off later, but trying hurt my skin terribly like each hair was being plucked out ( Read more... )

welp it's new years and i am alone at home with my parents. and i am just wondering selfishly, is anyone thinking of me?