um, excuse me

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whose hand are you holding?

cause in case you might have been mistaken,

let me just inform you

that it's not mine.

this is a bit of a problem for me.

what happens if he really does leave ( Read more... )

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I am a world away from home and I am counting down the days until I see the people I love, the places I know best, and the life that made me who I am. I have grown, I have learnt, and I have come to understand who I am and what I want to be. I love, I admire, I respect, and I know right from wrong. I make mistakes - but who doesn't. I tell people ( Read more... )

i feel like im losing him

and i can see that im losing myself

im going to get drunk
like i did last night
to forget about everything in my life

the vivid torpedo of emotions that i call my life remains to be a constant. i am in no position to worry, to hyperventilate, to underappreciate, nor to talk shit and complain - but i continue to be the hassle in someone elses hands. i am incapable of being dependant upon myself, and i do not know why. the boy whom has given me more reason to smile ( Read more... )

:D

its just between us

<3

GRACE!!!

i love you.

-Nicole

i was cynical and skeptical, but prom proved me wrong. and i love being proved wrong. i loved being with my best friend (my date) all night and i loved spending quality time with archer girls. because i never really do. and they're all amazing girls. my senior prom is over. my senior year will be over in 4 days. but my last weekend whilst in ( Read more... )

friday i attempted to let the truth out.
alcohol was my excuse. i believe hes still clueless.

saturday was a night of experimentation.
sobriety was my fear. i have no idea of the result.

whats happening to me.

the love i have hurts me. it makes me cry.
im sick of crying. just let me smile.
let me have security and stability in my life.let me ( Read more... )