for those fortunate enough to know what they want in life, getting to that point is not always easy...but does it mean that suffering of some kind usually comes with it ( Read more... )

so frustrated. somebody lend me an ear so i can vent, please.

she will never get to see her kids get married and start a family or spoil her grandkids. my aunt. early 50s. cancer. at the hospital, on a respirator. swollen body. dull, lifeless color. panting for life ( Read more... )

maybe i was right. it is too good to be true...what was i thinking?

suddenly, i'm not sure i know how to "live in the moment" anymore...

stuffed/bloated on clam chowder crackers.

so close, yet i feel distanced.

there's so much i want to know, ask & find out.

i know that it's not meant to be.

lust can seem so cruel when you don't act upon it.

tall, dark & handsome--literally.

a perfect blend of euro asian.

eye candy is no candy at all...

it's sad how sometimes one little mis-understanding/communication can have such a huge affect on a "friendship" to the point where it ruins it.

whatever happened to second chances? forgiveness? compassion? seems like there is less and less of these nowadays days...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~as i was sitting on the bus today on my way home, for ( Read more... )

My dad is having an operation in a few hours...and I think I'm more nervous than he is. I just pray that it all goes well and the tumor is benign.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear


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