So i'd thought i'd drop a note on here to keep everyone up on the up about what's going on ( Read more... )

Leave your name and ( Read more... )

Sooo, it's been a while...here's where we stand. Deployment, still on time. Underway 30 Mar for POM CERT. Don't know when I'll be back. So...Looks like i'll be gone for 7 months of this year either over to CENTCOM or EUCOM. I'm Hoping it's EUCOM. I wanna go play with Russians. So, 16 Mar rolls around. LEAVE TIME! JJ came down to Norfolk to ( Read more... )

*pulls the journal from the shelf of the closet...blows dust off, opens up...* Holy shit batman...Someone needs to like seriously punch me and say POST SOMETHING...anyhow..onward ( Read more... )

She honestly didn't even wait a week before going back to him. This makes me think that everything we "had" wasn't actually there. So, I'm done waiting for her. I said I'd wait for her forever. but not anymore. I know she "had to" but no...No she didn't. She could've just said, You had your chance and you ruined it. But no, She wants to give ( Read more... )

Disregard last post. Only time will tell the future.

Wow ( Read more... )

Groton. That's where I want to go. I remember saying something almost 2 years ago about not wanting to go back there...ever...Well, I think it might be for the best. I want to go back somewhere where I didn't have to worry about making family dinners, or whether or not a friend of mine is going to stab me in the back. I want out of Virginia. I ( Read more... )

I guess I really need to think about what my distancing of self does to other people. Does it have the effect that I want it to? Does it cause us both more pain and anguish because I don't want to deal with the pain of looking at someone and knowing the pain I've caused them. To know that I once had something good in my life and threw it away by ( Read more... )

So, when I say that it's done...that's what I mean. Don't read my Livejournal and then come back to me saying that I'm trying to make you look like a coward. I'm not, I'm simply keeping the people who actualy read it abreast of what's going on. *sigh* It's really too much. "We can be friends we're just cautious about certain subjects", That's ( Read more... )