It's easy being with Master Johnny now. We've fallen into a regular schedule, but we've still not... He's not taken me to bed yet. I am not sure if I am relieved or nervous about this, but I think a combination of both.

It was hard for me not to notice Johnny's reaction to me. I can't say that it bothered me, but it made me... I needed to know that I could still please a Master. He seemed to be enjoying himself very much and it made me feel... happy. It reassured me. And slowly, I can feel those old needs resurfacing.

So, once more I have been bought. I should not be so contemptuous towards Master Johnny, he does not at all seem like a bad man. He actually seems quite nice. I'm ... I believe I'm still hurt over leaving Ingo, but I know it's for the best and this will pass ( Read more... )

Some 'serves hate the dorms. Personally, I don't care for them but I do not loathe them either. They provide a much needed distraction from my thoughts, especially when they turn to him.

It matters not. He has released me and I have wished him in finding a serve that he can love.

*walks quietly into Ingo's study, heart pounding loudly in his chest*

Master?

Oded must respectfully ask for release from his contract with you.

*finishes doing all the shopping*

*still has a little money left*

*stops by one of the vendors and picks up something for Master*

*hurries home*

( NC-17 )

I am still trying to understand why Master likes to... to... to use his mouth on me. I do not mind using my mouth on him, I love it in fact, as I love doing everything that brings him pleasure. But he is a Citizen. I am trying to understand why... why he likes to be in such a position. He's told me that it brings him pleasure and that he likes ( Read more... )

I've never had a Master like Master Ingo before.. He's so beautiful and kind and he takes such good care of me. He's tender with me and I haven't always had that before. I hope I do not displease him.

There is a freedom in chains that I cannot find anywhere else. I hear these rumors of a 'Haven' and I frown -- my greatest pleasure comes from serving my Citizen and from them being pleased with me. I want nothing else. I need nothing else.