i honestly feel like none of my friends give a shit about me anymore.

i don't get a lot of people anymore,
some of the people i knew better than myself.
but i realized it's time to let go of that,
i don't need to worry about anyone else but myself.
why care if noone else does, right?

the summer has started,
and all has yet to be forgotten.

i'm gunna miss everyone whose graduated so fucking much.
other than you senior jocks,
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if everythings always different then does that mean everythings always the same?

i don't know what to think of anything these days. everyones empty. there no more happiness, true genuine happiness. we all need drugs, we all need eachother. without both we are useless. we are empty. i've come to grips with this, i am trying to change.

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PAT'S 21st BIRTHDAY!;


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i have this overwhelming sense of something.
not even a bad something. i mean theres some mixed emotions thrown in there but overal this is a good feeling.
spring break was amazing. fucking incredible.
i can't tell you why it was so speacial to me, i guess it was last night, easter, when we were still at ronny's,
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things feel simple for the first time in forever.

friday i wen't home after school, susan got dropped off at my house and ellay came and got us. we went and picked up and something really awesome happend but i probably shouldn't mention that on a public display. anywho, we hung out, saw catman (yes, catman) and picked up katie d. me and susan got ( Read more... )

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THE LAMEST FUCKING NIGHT EVER.