i'm not so sure anymore how to handle the way i've been feeling about things. i usually try not to think by listening to other peoples "problems" and trying to help them. i've honestly felt one of my greatest gifts, or qualities, was reading other people. getting in other peoples minds. helping them understand something in a way that someone else ( Read more... )

devonia's partyy;

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vermont!

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a little update.

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life's been alright. summers ending really soon which has been really bringing me down recently. i'm fucking terrified of this year starting. i can't fuck up this time. and i can't stop fucking up. i'm going to ward melville and suffolk, and i'm not going to be able to handle that. i can barley handle anything anymore. i've been stressed out lately ( Read more... )

crazy good times;


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i want what i give in return. i want what i deserve.

i won't settle for anything less.

i want you but i want someone who sees what i have to offer. someone who couldn't ask for more. someone who thinks everything about me is beautiful.

someone who will see how hard i've been working, and believe that i will never stop.

i wanna be good enough.

it's fucking lateee, i'm still not sleeping and i'm fucking shot. i'm getting pretty tierd of this shit. i'm staying overnight at mikey's and i've been watching him sleep for hours. hah. i didn't mean that as creepy as that sounded.

shit's been kind of crazy lately, deffinetly had some unforgettable nights. i spent an awesome night with devon, ellay ( Read more... )

turns out i called almost everyone i know last night around 4:30 in the morning asking them if they wanted to play beer pong.

go team.