so how about im never doing drugs again. they make me sick .. literally i have the worst sore throat. and nose bleed. fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

im talking to my english friend james right now in an audio conversation!!! its so awesome! guys hes totally hot. and so nice and sweet!

i love faceparty. i really do !

hmmm so much has gone on this past week. not much has been good. things are gettin a little better but still in shambles. i hope all this works out.

sig and i went and saw batman returns it was pretty good! christian bale was hot HOT HOT in that movie ( Read more... )

went to NO today it was soo much fun!

i got:
a gucci belt ($130)
a betsey johnson dress ($250)
and a mingon faget garden snail ring($60)

AND my dads still givin me $100 towards my iPod mini SWEET!

the best birthday ever. really.

sigh.

i mowed the lawn today. it sucked. but then i swam and layed out so that made it better.

i miss sam have i mentioned that today?

lay- call me so we can get together!

"the hospital" aka rehab.

and yes .... ive been to rehab. im surprised if this is a shock to any of you. bc practically the whole world knows... or so i thought...

ugh i just want to get out of here and go back to the hospital.

well well well m y birthday is almost here!! only like 13 days or so! im soooo excited!!! ill be 17 woot! one year until im 18!! omg wow lol ( Read more... )

i cant stop crying when i think about her. the one person who knew me so well, who understood me like no one else is gone and it feels like shes never coming back.

young girl dont cry ill be right her when your world starts to fall.. young girl just hold tight cause soon youre gonna se your brighter days