so many fucked up things i have done. i dont really even know what to say. i may lose the most important person in the world to me over something stupid i've done and i hate myself for it. why is it whenever things are going good i find a way of fucking everything up?

me and justin are goin to homecoming yay! im gonna wear the dress nana bought me that i wore for my birthday party. yay. i wonder how im gonna get my hair done ( Read more... )

well... justin left for USA yesterday. i miss him. a lot. like he's-never-coming-back miss him. i hate that i cant see him everyday. i hate that i can't talk to him every second. i hate that he's not my boyfriend anymore. i love him. i love his beautiful golden eyes. i love his pouty lips. i love the way he hugs me. i love his squinty face "mmmmm ( Read more... )

this weekend is the back to school retreat. it better be fun or im gonna be pissed.lol ( Read more... )

i got a cell phone!!! IM me if you want the number and/or want to give me yours to put in it ( Read more... )

i was stalked on sunday. completely freaked out. ppl who dont have memberships should NOT be at the gym and stalkers should be made to call their mommies to come pick them up and never come back. more on that later ( Read more... )

i feel huge

what up ya'll. im at justins right now chilling. we just got done watchin constantine it was pretty good.

i htink we're gonna go the mall in a little while. me = needs diet coke... badly!! or coffee. either one will do.

school=in 2 weeks hmm idk about that. oh well it was inevitable. later cats!

tomorrow im going to hattiesburg with mejin.yay! justins with chris tonight and i didnt feel like goin out. me , josie and megan g. might hag out tomorrow. fun stuff! good times good times ( Read more... )

just got back from sonic and the beach with justin :) :) hangin out. i have no idea what im doin tomorrow. my dad asked me that . what was i supposed to say, lol ( Read more... )