Today I realized what was missing. Family. I had my breaking point moment and it really hit hard. I come home everyday to an empty home. No family or anyone toeven ask me how my day was. Its really hard ( Read more... )

Something's missing...and I'm at a loss.

Happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I want to be forgotten,
and I don't want to be reminded.
You say "please don't make this harder."
No, I won't yet.

...You don't miss me, I know.

Oh Tennessee, what did you write?
I come together in the middle of the night.
Oh that's an ending that I can't write,
'cause I've got YOU to LET ME DOWN.

My life is offically getting fucked up. I was sick so much this semester that I think I might fail 1 or 2 of my classes. Finals are done next week. Wish me luck. So im going to owe my step mom like 4-5 hundred dollars ( Read more... )

My life is going to shit.....

...BUT, can I say, my boyfriend is perfect :)

I havnt been this dissapointed in a while. To me dissapointment is the worst feeling in the world. I absolutely hate it when I spend time and energy into something I really want....and it dosnt work out. Dont understand my "criptic" writing? The first guy I've liked since Gabe is not going to work out. I really like him. I was so afraid to get ( Read more... )

He called today. The first time in a week. I didnt pick up. And I didnt call him back. Im not sure if I plan to. I wonder if he knows I just got out of the hospital. I wonder if he doesnt. Sad thing is, I bet he doesnt care ( Read more... )

My friday was interesting to say the least. 3 dates in 1 day....I feel acomplished.

Quote of the night, "So, we should go roller skating......whens the last time you roller skated?"

Lol, I love you Stephy dear.

Its astonishing to me that after you're with someone for a certain amount of time and you break up that they would at least repsect you. Or care about you (not in that way) but on some level. Just to know your ok, or how your doing. But instead to do the opposite is not only immature, but it shows their true colors ( Read more... )