I'm going to say something kind of odd: I think I'm growing up. I know you probably don't see it but I do. I haven't felt like I was as talkative as I usually am for awhile now. I listen more. I really listen to what the people around me are saying. I have more things to say to my friends now than " Uh huh, so guess what is going on with me!" I ( Read more... )

A lot changed for me when Summer ended. That has been very apparent lately. I'd elaborate but I just wanted to write that down somewhere. Plus I have a lot of homework I should be doing...A long entry is promised.

So I've been spending a lot of time at Starbucks working on the show with people. Its been great but combining all that with homework? Not so great. I'm learning the hard way just how difficult it is to function on 6 hours of sleep a night. This fact kind of explains the odd title to this entry. I'd write more but I really feel like my fingers ( Read more... )

Tomorrow has a fountain of promise. I'm going to go with Kristen to go Homecoming dress shopping for her. I already have a dress but I'm still in limbo about going, ya know? I have a lot to think about still. If it helps, I do feel a lot better than I felt when I wrote the entry earlier today. Work actually put me in a better mood. Imagine that.

Eh. I'm really frustrated with guys right now. They confuse me like nothing else in my life. School? Got that down. Writing? I'm there. Guys? I might as well choke on plastic I'm so clueless. I need GUYS:FOR DUMMIES. For serious. I'd write more but I'd rather not since I can already tell this'll be an emotionally charged Man Hater Entry. Which I ( Read more... )

So I really am glad that Grand Hollow is getting more promise. Really,I am. Its great and its what I've been working hard for but I also have this sinking feeling that I'll still fail. I have this "You'll never actually do this" tape playing over and over in my head. I've tried everything and it hasn't shut off. I guess the truth is that I'm scared ( Read more... )

So I didn't know that text messaging was not included in your cell phone price. Ha, silly me. Luckily I only had to fork out 21.80. My brother owes around a hundred dollars. It pays to have texting fun I tell ya. I hinted in the title that I was planning my Sweet Sixteenth bash and that is true. I'm in the "planning" process. I have already ( Read more... )

Today I felt better than I did yesterday. I dropped my unrequired Seventh hour. Which went a lot smoother than I had expected. Then again, I haven't seen my teacher yet. I just hope she doesn't give me the evil eye then melt my brain with an intense glare all fourth hour tomorrow. I definately have to stop reading the Superman comics. I think they ( Read more... )

I felt sick to my stomach when I got up this morning. 5:30 is just unnatural to get up. Plus I had a bus ride to look forward to. Yahoo. My classes were OK. I mean, I realized I really don't want to take my seventh hour. One, because I think I have enough on my plate already. Two,the whole time my teacher was telling us what we were gonna be doing ( Read more... )

I reread that last entry a few minutes ago and I can't believe I actually said all that. I made myself sound like a complete loser. Like If I play my cards right I'll find a guy? What? The truth is that God hasn't found me the right person yet. Thats all. I'm reading this book by Joshua Harris, Boy Meets Girl and he gives you the godly approach to ( Read more... )