can't get out of bed. friends aren't my friends anymore.. all of my old girlfriends are happier without me.

I am a fucking mess

nightly update.. spent the day with women.. cooking, cleaning, smoking, eating.. time off is interesting, but I am aware that the honeymoon period will end sooner than I hope.. I am not actively seeking for employment until things have been resolved with my previous employer.. I should soon find a handy day planner and get back into the ( Read more... )

note to remember last night.. it felt like a dream, because I'd never imagine in my life to have been in such an interesting and exciting situation.. hiding in the dark, constructing and sharing the night ( Read more... )

Let's gather for a moment ( Read more... )

in and out of love. finding ourselves. sharing the best parts that we have to give. companions. let me know when you are ready, again..

When things are managable, they're alright. Usually i'm alone somewhere ( Read more... )

Tonight we went for a mini-hike/moon watching/tour of the wildlife basin in austin. It was pretty neat, maybe ot worth $4, but still something neat to do. Saw Jupiter and it's four moons for the first time? It has some neat weather rings on the surface. Saw the Hubble telescope pass in it's orbit and disappear into the shadow of the earth ( Read more... )

I write to you from the floor. desk sold, bed sold, end tables sold, shitty futon trashed ( Read more... )

bad news sucks, especially when it comes out of no where ( Read more... )

when i'm upset, i really just want to go sleep

i am ready for some adventure...