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[suburbnfishtank]

 If any of you actually read my posts, I doubt you do, I only write here to bitch. So if it sounds like that's all I do, it's because this is simply made for it

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[dennis_c]

I read it, so i can know whats itching you so maybe i can use it against you later. Actually, thats a lie. not the reading part, but the using it against you part.

I know how you feel with the grandmom situation. Its the same thing for me with my granddad. Ive always looked up to him alot and since he moved up here when i was 14 and getting to know him he's been a huge role model for me about how to live life, and i really dont want to see the day he goes, but i consider myself lucky he has lasted as long as he has.

[suburbnfishtank]

I'm glad someone can understand what I mean. Atleast we got to meet people like them. It's just really morbid. I'm actually always feeling morbid now. Day by day, people become more vile to me. I barely want to get to know anyone anymore. I feel like the world is shit. But hey, I'll see you tonight.

[him193]

I read it too, and i usually use this thing to vent as well. But i know what you mean and how you feel. I never thought people really died till i watched my dad degenerate and die in front of my eyes. To this day, i still don't believe he's truly dead or gone, or anyone else is for that matter. The memory of the person lasts forever, and their spirit will still always be there with you.

I guess what i'm saying is just enjoy every last second you have with your grandmom, and when that time comes just let remember that it's not the end and she's not really gone. Death is simply another stage of life, and only the beginning.