Yeah.
I have a big big secret.
Hahaha.
And it's an issue.
Causing far too much dissonance.
Ohhhhh life is sooooo fucked up.

Everyone dies.
I guess it's just better to keep the good memories inside.
We all have to return to the ashes from which we came.
If not, where will the ashes for our children come from?

i love being foreign and getting christmas gifts on christmas eve.
camera <3
silent hill, the movie <3
9th gate avec johnny depp <3 <3
enders game & speaker for the dead <3 ( Read more... )

I kinda love knowing that people think the same thing as me.

I kinda love being reminded that everyone is around to use each other.

Being nice can get you hugs, but stepping on people builds homes.

You can't make an omelet without cracking some eggs. It's a lesson more people should learn.

Nitzche. Where have you been all my life?
Deus Ex...where did ( Read more... )

its so hard for you always, and the place where i want to be is inside you.

Nothing like hanging out with the guys for old times sake.
<3

"I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you. But just being around you offers me another form of relief."

"The origin of the universe (around the Big Bang time) stars were composed of Hydrogen. This means no heavy metals, and this means no Earth type planets, animals, humans...you. These original stars aged quickly and their cores converted the hydrogen to helium. These massive stars quickly burned and went supernova sending their insides out to space ( Read more... )

I think I forgot what it felt like to be drowning in my emotions.
Something about this chunk of song that makes me remember it.

And I do believe it's true, that there are roads left in both of our shoes,
But if the silence takes you then I hope it takes me too.
So brown eyes I hold you near, 'cause you're the only song I want to hear.
A melody softly ( Read more... )

totally apathetic mood.
i need a break.
i cant say i felt this apathetic in a long time.

i like how you can point out the key moments in your life where everything could be different if you had followed through with an act.
Life is weird.

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong.
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy.
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen.
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in.

I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes.
’Cause when you showed me myself I became someone else-
But I was caught ( Read more... )