Blame me for the elevator - I know you will.
It's not me who's the operator but you're going down.
You'll be sorry when you're singing all alone.

But don't take me up. I'll just fall down once again.
Don't take me up. I'll just fall down.

Wake me when you're educated - I know you will.
You'll be self-medicated - you're spinning round.
You'll be there, but ( Read more... )

Our conversations are circles, always one sided:
Nothing is clear.
Except we keep coming back to this meaning that I lack.
He says the choices were given and now you must live them...

"Here's the thing... I don't believe in god... I don't believe in heaven. I really wish I did and I want to with all my heart but for me it's like standing in a corner and trying not to think of a white elephant, or wishing I had a pony or something dumb like that."
                - r.i.p.

i hate being impartial to death.
everyone says i'm lucky to ( Read more... )

i'm ready to smash my head against my headrest.
due to massive impaitence.
i really need to try to get my hair finished tomorrow.

(they say that's not all to it either)

finish what?

i've been overly inspired to paint lately.
i woke up at 8:30 and I just stopped painting.
i look like such a hobo, covered in paint.

my black mouse is pregnent.
exciting i know.
even more exciting.
sushi for lunch.
im waiting for my dad to get home so i can eat.

Five times out of a hundred.
Tell me what my odds are, my heart isn't working.
Five times out of a hundred.
Tell me what my chance is, romance is under rated.
Stare on.
Don't let a glance be too short.
Don't ( Read more... )

When you stay at a dorm that's not yours for too long, you feel like you're in some sort of cheap hotel ( Read more... )

getting into SUNY Maritime was nice.
100% graduates with jobs.
<3
at least i have a future in marine biology available.
now lets wait for the others.

<3

Hay para ya vivir acunto a ti.
Me enamore alla de ti.
Ya sin tus besos yo no puedo
vivir en el acordar.

when all hope is lost.
those random things occur.
and damn.
nothing makes sense.

i hate it when boys act like they dont listin to a single damn thing you say.
and then suddenly. when you dont expect it, they remind you, word for word, of something you said to them.

godammit.

and i do believe it's true that there are roads left in both of our shoes.
and if ( Read more... )