Im a little excited. Okay, Im a lot excited. My mom is considering letting Angie and I move in with her for a few months, so we can save up some money to get an apartment. My mom's boyfriend proposed last night, and she wants Apryl out of the house, before they get married.. so Apryl is probably moving in with us. And then Lindsay got a job.. ( Read more... )

I went to work at 7 am yesterday, got out at 3.. babysat until about 5:00, but my ass got lost on the way. Fuck Milford. The kid I watched, cried the ENTIRE time I was there. I almost ran out of gas, and they didnt pay me, she said she'd drop off a check today at my house.. but she never did. This is the second time she hasnt given me anything. So ( Read more... )

dear life,

why are you being so difficult? it's really starting to piss me off. so stop it.

love, dana

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

1: With the exception of the computer, what do you hear right now ( Read more... )

AGAIN.

im done.

Im so exhausted ( Read more... )

blah.

I hate that it gets to me.
I hate that this is all it's ever been, and will ever be.
I hate that I dont hate you. at all.
I hate that I care too much.
I hate that this isnt fair.

four hundred and seventy five dollars. to be paid in nine days.

I could almost cry. In fact, I think I just might.