I called into work today because Im seriously dying. I havent missed work in about 9 months, but I couldnt help it.. my lungs feel like they're going to explode on me. So Im over at my mom's, I was trying to find cough syrup but there was only like a spoonful left, so I just ate all her icecream.. which was delicious ( Read more... )

Im doing alright I guess.. Im looking into getting a new job, this daycare by my house is probably going to hire me, but the pay sucks. Im getting a new car.. my stepfather is a perverted asshole. Im lonely and I need some major loving.. but tonight has high prospects.

AND.. thats it.

Im moving tomorrow.. I'll be lacking a computer, so I wont be writing in here anymore. If you need to get ahold of me.. just call. I'll be around.

xoxo

I HAVE AN APARTMENT!

ahhh! Im so happy. Hopefully we're moving in next week.. probably Tuesday and Wednesday.

AH!

I hate the fact that I have to second guess people's intentions. That you could say all these things, and not mean a single word. And for that split second, I just want to fall into your trap.. and forget that the outcome is going to be exactly the same as the last.. just worse each time ( Read more... )

Last night was the most fun I've had in a long ass time.

Minus a few small details.

Im so stressed out. I have a million things going on right now..and I dont know what to do. I got offered a job, but i'd be making a lot less money, but I'd be getting benefits and Im trying to figure out if I can afford to get an apartment on that salary. Im probably going to be moving in with my mom in like a week, just for a month.. so I can ( Read more... )

My mom decided to bump her wedding up.. to June 19th, which is just a month away. Which means.. Angie and I have to start looking for an apartment.. pronto style ( Read more... )

it figures.

Completely disregard that last entry. I dont know why I had hope that my mother would help me out.. it always ends up the exact same. Me being let down.. over and over again ( Read more... )