It is raining. It is always raining when I am thinking of you, always -- even if only for a brief second. I am beginning to think I shall succumb to this ever-present water (the balance to our fire? Something else to think on, perhaps) and drown, sinking deep into this affection and finally lying there on the bottom to rest. I can imagine being ( Read more... )

Clawing my way back to the surface; I am boring through my own rib cage, my own sternum, from the outside in as quickly as my knuckles can fly in order to break through this tissue and stand tall. This is the sort of moment - this collective six days, seven days - that absolutely shakes my foundation. I breathe; my heart quivers. Tears brim. ( Read more... )

Truly, it must speak volumes of this when I can see a picture of you and still get butterflies in my stomach.

...Perhaps fighting really isn't the right word. I thought it wasn't, even when I wrote that; I'm glad you agree.

We are just sensitive lately, is all. And we rely so heavily on one another to pick each other up, but it's incredibly hard when we are not up ourselves - you know?

At any rate. I bless the rains down in Africa.

In the shower, I washed everything all out of order because the correct order of operations reminded me too much of you. First shampoo, then face; body, then conditioner, the bottles of were still unkempt, still in the same disarray we left it in when we last used it. I hadn't the heart to rearrange. I disturbed things gingerly, with great care ( Read more... )

Elapsed time ( Read more... )

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I am tired of these times that come to test us.

I'm feeling particularly vindictive at the moment, so, to one person and one alone: here's to you ( Read more... )

Stranded in Bowling Green. Would rather not discuss how it is that I ended up here, of all places, but this is where I find myself ( Read more... )