just for the record: finished.

the universe works on a math equation that never even ever really even ends in the end.

what an overwhelming feeling of anxiety with my previous post. i know very little about writing, other than it makes me feel better. i am uncomfortable with the idea of other people reading/judging/ not liking it. i could make it private, but i think i might want to share my feelings on the subject. so for anyone who reads it, i apologize for my ( Read more... )

i am a hamster on a wheel.

i was glancing at the headlines on the home page right after you log in to livejournal. i saw "bear gave no sign before trainers death."

... heres a sign. it's a fucking bear. leave it in the forest.

this is a paper i wrote for one of my classes a few days ago. i had to talk about any chapter in the book. i wrote about the chapter on eating disorders because lately, i have been struggling with it more often than usual. i used to believe that one could recover from this. i would be healed, i would live life like i did before it. i am not sure ( Read more... )

i was so excited to hear that kevin devine was playing with minus the bear.

and then i read more and found out that kevin won't be with them for the michigan show.

pshhh.

the autopsy concluded: etiolation.
hand-me-down. my body fell victim to inflation.

the only thing i suffocate is my mind from over analyzing my actions to pieces.

breather?

 i completely mastered the moonwalk today at work. i hope i can keep it up. it might take some more practice if i want it to maintain in my repertoire. this is one of the reasons i love my job ( Read more... )

the only person that can make you truely happy is yourself.

i don't want to forget that.