ellie totally crapper her pants. it stinks. but she is sound asleep... and do i dare wake a sleeping baby? NO. i'm such a mean mom... "oh you're sleeping?? go ahead and sleep in your own crap..."

i LOVE the little schedule ellie has got herself on. i don't know how she got on it but thank you JESUS, seriously. its gotta be a GOD thing ( Read more... )

this will be random. love random ( Read more... )

how does it feel being the mom to the most beautiful girl ever? GREAT ( Read more... )

so ya last night was great ( Read more... )

"so you made a lot of mistakes, walked down the road a little sideways ( Read more... )

i had my second baby shower today with the church ladies/girls.
amazing once again.
except for i feel ridiculous for crying at everything. man. haha.

approx 24 days until i meet my daughter!

i feel so tired and LARGE and i have no idea how i am going to do this for another month. the thought of doing anything except laying in bed is dreadful. i am exhausted. completely. and i feel guilty. cause i should be all pumped and happy and excited but i just don't even have the emotional energy to feel those things ( Read more... )

- its been a pretty good past couple of weeks, all things considered. i am continually bombarded with the thought that my friends and family are of the best caliber. so high quality. i'm so lucky. blessed. whatever term you would like to give it. i just appreciate everyone in my life so much right now. i don't deserve such great people constantly ( Read more... )

at least when baby is here i'll have something to do late at night.
i'm bored!

6 more weeks, officially. hopefully a little sooner.
ah! crazyyy.