I feel like I'm playing a game of dodgeball where I've thrown my last ball in a rageful fit, and my opponent smirks as it whooshes past him.  Then, he stops; with the remainder of the balls on his side of the gym and turns and walks out the corner exit.  Leaving me alone and confused.

Defeat, in it's most passive aggressive form.

I'm so young.

Why can't this just...happen already?

paintbrush212: When you practice alot , you are prepared. What, my dear little girl, are you afraid of.......failure?????

I miss my mom.

This is semirantish ( Read more... )

I had this scary dream last night that I was stuck in mudd (except it was actually the little exec house) and I was with a close group of friends and the british troops were surrounding the house. Then they came inside, but they started talking in german to eachother and then they left. and we were stuck alone, scared. But you could see like, the ( Read more... )

Amazing what a minute can do.

you ever know someone really well?...and the more you talk with them, the easier it becomes to feel.
Then suddenly, the conversation stops and neither one of you realize it, but at that very moment you can see straight into the other person's soul.  Maybe see isn't the right word, it's more like feel.
And that soul is beautiful.   It's completely ( Read more... )

"Loss is a boomerang. You make peace with it. Button it up and move on. And then all at once, you realize your neatly organized tower of understanding gets blown away in one gust of wind." -JM ( Read more... )

Thank you.

This is going to be a really long entry. It's slightly whiney, slightly informative, and slightly just common sense, if you hate all of these things, this is not the entry for you.

Before I start, I've realized after editing this, that I know nothing really about how things work.  I just know that the way things are currently working for me, are not ( Read more... )