I've found that amidst my desire to write a livejournal entry, I've come to the realization that I could easily argue the other side for any of the complaints that I was about to manufacture.
What I could come up with, was a bunch of lack luster responses to the problems I've been  mulling over in my head.  What follows is the conclusion of all of ( Read more... )

So my birthday was awesome. I went to atlantic city with my family -the honey mooners, and it was a lot of fun.  up all night, free drinks, and I came home a hundred bucks richer. shweet.  I bought a dig camera with it. pretty awesome.  It's red, red hot.  I got a lot of good stuff for my birthday too, including a nano.  Pretty amazing stuff.  ( Read more... )

So after sipping my small triple shot mocha latte the entirety of the trip down to phillipsburg, I felt completely psyched.  The juices were flowing and I had a feeling my chops were going to be really solid tonight.  I don't know why. Most of that stuff is in my head anyway.  When I think I'm going to play really well, I tend to play really well. ( Read more... )

Few things I want to throw out there..

This  'World Trade Center' movie:  Are they giving any of the profits to the fund? Seriously...because if they aren't that'd be really rude and selfish and I along with many others I'm sure would be super ticked.

My sister is getting married this Saturday.  I'm the maid of honor.  This has made me think about ( Read more... )

I'm really happy right now. I don't know why.  I might be a little hyper too.  I just, I feel like something HUGE is about to happen. Ever get that feeling? Oo. it's an intense feeling.

I got paid today. that was nice. I guess. I don't know, I need to find a way to make more money.  I like the starbucks doubleshot "make today the day" commercial ( ( Read more... )

maybe, if I ignore it, this feeling will slowly evaporate.  I'm just afraid of what will happen, if and when  I don't.  This might just be that real thing that I've been looking for.  Funny how unsettling it becomes when I can finally see what I want.

Oh, I am just a friend.  That's all I've ever been...

The 5th Beatle died yesterday.  Tyler was right; he was real and he was black.  haha we should all feel terribly ashamed.
Social Psych at 8:30 am and then I am done.
Spring Break 2007: London?
my computer is fixed
Everybody is graduating

East Coast for the summer on Sunday night.

Sometimes I get too confident.  I believe I can get through anything, by myself.  I get myself into situations with people and I get pushed around so much that I start to get hurt.  And I bottle it up for so long until one evening I just think and cry for hours and hours.  I suppose there are worse things then questioning the meaning of the term " ( Read more... )

you're only asking for it....

So cover this warm night
In a blanket of starlight
and I'll follow this freeway
Out into the air
In case you should wander
and wanted to find me
I'm traveling homeward...