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If i had a peanut for a head..

woudl you like me then?

1. must not like boy
2. practice the trumpet
3. clean my room
4. sleep

well...that takes care of my list of to-do's.  I mean, is it really worth all the struggle? and all the emotional "blah"?  It might be..but not right now.  Sure, he's charming, intelligent, and so creative...but also I know that..there is a time and a place for everything.  And now, is  ( Read more... )

I blame everything on Angela Lauria

and the psychic.

water falls
what a fool
am I to drink
from it.

I feel like I need to write this down, because I've told this dream to a few people, and it's really wierd because it's one of those continuation dreams. But it has to be put into writing, or else in a few months I'll forget it all together.

Start Dream:  So I'm in this building and the walls are this ( Read more... )

an update ( Read more... )

I'm really sad and sick. And I'm so frustrated at the way life is going.  I'm really upset about it.  I'm gaining so much weight.  I feel so lethargic.  I miss my family and all the.. I'm really not comfortable.  This place brings out the worst in me sometimes.  I want to feel good but I'm just so scared right now.  Maybe it's just a fear of being ( Read more... )

How You Live Your Life
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a lot of stuff has happened. Mainly...Umm..I've gone back to bad habits. I like a few guys but haven't gone anywhere with it..yet...I don't think. Unless it was drunken messing up...which I hope didn't happen. umm..I got hit on today, in fact...even asked out. but the face I made after he did it, may have implied that I thought he was the ( Read more... )

pix from the scranton jazz fest...

so the jazz fest went well. I talked to liebman some and he said he would want to hear a recording if I eventually got to doing white caps and said that anytime I needed any help on it to email him. that was good to hear. I like having guidance. Also, I talked with Bob Dorough and told him how much I enjoyed his piece, "but for now" and he took ( Read more... )