so i havent been as nice lately to people as i should be. and that blog about jack was a lil mean but if i think about it he deserved it, but i dont hate him as much as i said. it just really hurt me. anyways shit has been so rough lately. i feel like all my friends have abandoned me, or have totally been different people than i thought. i really ( Read more... )

well i had another awesome night with ryan abnd brett. we all stayed the night at ryans and just chilled and played kings . tara was there too, it wa cool. i got buzzed and maybe a lil drunk. i had wine coolers, those are soooooooo good. but yeah it was fun. im glad i met them at that one party, cuz they are fun. so i cant wait till prom. i ( Read more... )

well almost all of my friends screw me over and i just wanna die. ok this journal is gonna be long i think. well first off after me and ricky broke up and this bitch named Kalli started talkin shit about me and ricky was makin up stuff and tellin her shit, so i confronted her about it and started screaming at her and then duty aid came and was ( Read more... )

ok well its ben forever since i have written in live journal, mainly cuz i get on myspace a lot. but wow a lot has happened since i wrote in this. i went out with this dude named ricky and i hate him now more than ever, lol. im single and lovin it. im goin to prom with this awesome guy named brett that goes to yuba city, i really like him a lot ( Read more... )

well people i should let u know that u mus be very careful who u are friends with becuz the person u would least expect to drop u as their friend will do it. i have a friend that would rather get high than be friends with me. am i that bad of a person that someone has to pick drugs over me? yeah well, it just sucks. always watch out who ur friends ( Read more... )

jack broke up with me and i feel miserable

well life is the same old same old. nothing really new. i feel down a lot though, but whats new? lately i have been working 7-8 hours a day, its so tiring. oh well, maybe ill get a big check at the end of the month. oh and i bought yellow cherries and they are soooo good , everyone needs to buy some. well i better go, bye

today was kinda boring, i went to work and i worked outsidee almost the whole day. tiring. when i got home i called jack and we talked a lil while, it was cool. weslee and ricky and colby came over and messed around at my house and played games and stuff like that for like an hour. so far my summer vacation has been goin boring i guess, kinda. i ( Read more... )

well today i went to work and it was so fun! me and my boss and her daughter washed 4 dogs, 2 cars, and shaved 2 dogs. it doesnt sound like much but it took us 4 and a half hours! it was great. and we were squirtin eachother with water, with her son and her daughters bf. it was cool, it was tiring though. tonight im goin to a baseball goldsox ( Read more... )

well today was the last day of school and graduation, it was cool. i am so scared of being a senior, i know the year is gonna go by so fast . i passed though! yay! yeah i feel alright today, jack came over and we had a great time. i still love him as much and more than the first day i laid eyes on him. anyways i finally met Steve! awesome ( Read more... )