yeah today sucked. i guess ericka died and meagan called me up, crying, i felt so bad. it was so crazy. i dont understand death. i dont understand why people die at a young age, or why people die at an old age, or in between. i dont see why god has to take people at that time. i have so many questions about all this. it really depresses me. ( Read more... )

jack came over last night and stayed the night with me, we had the best night ever. i love him so much. wow, we were talkin about the kids we would have , lol. it was weird, but awesome. im watchin jeepers creepers right now. its a good movie. damn there is some shit that just has been makin me depressed lately. but when jack is here, i dont care ( Read more... )

its been a while, but so much has happened. jack hurt me so much about all this stupid stuff, we are back together now. and we couldnt be any better. i was a trainwreck. school, is almost out and im happy i get to be a senior! i have a job now working at a daycare center, its cool. but i havent been feelin very well. i havent talked to meagan in ( Read more... )

today has been a great day. jack came over at about 10 and he left at 2. we had the best time! (if ya know wut i mean) lol. and it was great seein him. after he left my mom ex came and while we on our way to his house , cuz i was gonna mow the lawn, he let me drive his ford focus, it was a stick shift, and it was so easy! i got to drive a stick ( Read more... )

it seems like everyday is the same old thing. nothing enw happens. i still hate everyone, and veryone still hates me, but i dont give a fuck. fuck everyone who doesnt like me, they can go suck a fuckin cock. excuse my fuckin french, but i am pissed at people. i hate it here, i want to move back to LA. at least the kings won last night though. i ( Read more... )

well today we played softball and it was fun, i suck though, lol. i sure hope the kings win tonight. i barely talked to jack today, well actually i talked to him, but not much. but i think hes planning on callin me after the game, cuz he always does, lol. today all the juniors got to move on to the seniors side and it was awesome. i felt proud ( Read more... )

i hate projects, lol. i have to go and do these historical sites today for contreas class, and it totally blew. we got a kinda new car. i feel bad i didnt get my mom anything for mothers day, but i was nice to her for once, so thats good enough, lmao. anyways im learning a hell of a lot more on the guitar. im excited. havent talked to jack today ( Read more... )

well, this was the most boring saturday in the world. i woke up, ate talked to some friends. ate some more, and got online. and practiced guitar. i saw jack thursday, and friday. it was great, we are more great than ever. i got offered to go to hawaii, and my mom wont let me go, but to tell the truth i dont know if i want to. i kinda just want to ( Read more... )

yea i was pissed earlier cuz of one of my friends in yuba shitty, but im cool now

i love these quizzes

everyone should send them to me or whatver, i want to see what u guys put :

abercrombie and fitch? :):cool, but a bit preppy hot topic?:awesome, but lots of posers shop in there and then think they are hardcore when they buy something, trust me, im one of them , lmao rap?:not into it, some rap metal is aite though rock?: ( Read more... )