thought id leave somewhat of an update in here. not in the best mood i swear if anyone has a metal detector, you'll find me instantly. sho much metal shit in my mouth. fuckin ortho. oh well it will all be worth it in the end. hahaha but this pain, god i might OD on advil. but i get lost of ice cream & jamba. wooooo. ive decided i have some things ( Read more... )

wow, it's been awhile since ive last updated here. Not too much has happened, but enough to include here. School's been, well, school, needa stay on track with my stuff. i decided i LOATHE geography. hmm hopefully i spelled that right? & now i work at ray's sushi! lol i know the lady who owns is so she hooked it up =] hahaha only fridays & ( Read more... )

with all these negative uprisings that are brought upon me, they WILL FALL & i WILL NOT FALL WITH THEM. ive come too far & learned too much to break that easily.

There's so much more to life, then drama, fights, etc etc. All that negative isssshhh is sooo not worth it in the long run. Really its such a waste of time & energy to sweat the small stuff. I'm still learning tho, & trying to cope with the concept. Even tho I know & understand this, its reminding myself & remembering the truth behind it, that's ( Read more... )

So right now its hella early & I'm here in ray's dorm while ray & miguel are off to class while I "hold down the fort" lol anyways hella early & I know its hella bad but I'm eating a chocolate orange right now. Gosh needa start eating healthy ( Read more... )

so it's been a quick minute since i updated this jank! haha oh the things i say to get on people's nerves. oddly enough i finally managed to catch a moment to update this thing. well this was definatly one of the best weekends ever by far! monday til thursday did the reg school thaaaanggg. got out on thursday & i was hella lookin forward to the ( Read more... )

im mad cus i actually updated this & my entry failed to load. great, start over? hahaha hmm so i got outta school a few hours ago & im home, just chillen! lol i SHOULD be doin the homework i got assigned but it's sooo hot =[ i wannaaa stay in summer mode for now =] ray gets off at 5 then he's coming here. YAY =] i kinnna like the "college" life ( Read more... )

Summer is just about dead. Last week of summer =( school starts monday. Work was hectic & drama. Shittt. Hopefully I get paid tomorrow, cus I need it. Went to chablewit it today, I got my books & my ghetto ass id. Still needa get my parking permit. Hopefuly ill have a car by the end of this week. Crossing my fingerssss. Shit. Still not ( Read more... )

wow i haven't found the time or energy to actually post in this.  Hmm.. where to begin.  The weather sucks.. ughh i hate the cold & overcast =[ even though this is ray & jules' favorite weather. eck i don't understand.  i like the sun on my face =] gettin' a slight tan. mmmmm! hahaha camille left for LA yesterday & andrea's in hawaii =[ boooo come ( Read more... )

soo summer's almost over & it makes me sad =[   i still need a car & i need one FAST real talk.  school starts soon & im gonna need one.  Jules got his new sexy car & i'm jealous. sall g tho, cause he's my ride when school does start =] hahaha anyways. School starts soon =[ dammnn.  The other day this guy at my mom's work was like, "ohh you're ( Read more... )