I have needed to do this for a long time so this will be a long post, so excuse me if I seem to go on a bit ( Read more... )

After all of this time I'm finally updateing my LiveJournal. Hope those of you that read this enjoy knowing all that has happened since I last wrote.
Well I suppose the most recent (and to me most important) thing that has happened to me is that I now have a girlfriend called Kattrina. She is brilliant fun, smart, sexy (no im not lieing Katt) and ( Read more... )

Why is life full of pain. Why is my life full of pain. I suppose you get used to it after a while. I think that the way I fell is how the stereotype Emo was born. I find that, evan if its not that physical, I'm becomeing more and more Emo as the weeks go by. Each day I feel that there is no true point to life, the only good thing from it is your ( Read more... )

Right. I've lost two friends, and I feel like I'm loseing a third. All of them are my best friends. The two I lost by decideing to tell the truth instead of takeing the blamefor something that one of them had said. Normally I would have taken the blame for them both to be as happy as possible. But I'm tired of lieing, so I told the truth and lost ( Read more... )

A friend of mine once asked me..."could you handle crashing and burning and maybe loseing that friendship?"...I now know that I'd never be able to handle it. He knows me that well. I've lost so many people dear to me in my life, close friends that have betrayed my trust and thenhad the nerve to turn to me when their life turn upside down...Michelle ( Read more... )

Ok, I need to write this because I seem to confuse people about how my heart works. I love people. But if I know that nothing will ever happen my heart quickly moves on. I wont get over her entirly for some time but she will no longer be at the front of my heart, but at the back where it don't do that much. Simply I have someone else at the front ( Read more... )

I both love and hate my life at the moment. I love it because of all of the little things that bring me happiness, as well as some of the big things. The other day I went down to the beach with my family and my mums friends. I was walking along with a kite in my hand and saw someone point me out to theire child that "that man there is holding the ( Read more... )

This is something that I just can not get my head around. How can people either not love somebody or love so many that it isn't love? At the moment I'm in love with somebody who is (in my eyes) virtually perfect. But I feel that she is playing me in some sort of bizarre game of hers. I don't know if shes doing this on purpose or if she just does it ( Read more... )