what do i do with all this anger ( Read more... )

i want to be her ( Read more... )

i got a new pretty plate so eating alone wont be as bad
i got a new bra so i can feel sexy
i got new red lipstick so i can look different
i started exercising so i can feel good for a moment
i got a new goal so my life won't feel hopeless

breaking up sucks

we had our own town ( Read more... )

even though i am one month and two thousand miles away from you, i am still as in love as the day i fell for you and my heart felt like it would explode from my chest.

i miss your hand on my ear & hair ( Read more... )

my face
permanently wet
from the tears of our conversation
strings
of words come together
that disconnect us
the depths
of morose and destitute
seemingly engaged
to my eyes and demeanor
reaching limits of time and exhaustion
sleep sweeps over us like poison setting in
and in my dreaming aloud
i laugh the whole night through

i know i shouldnt get my hopes up but the possibility of having found my lifelong love just makes me feel like im floating

i wrote a lengthy list of all the reasons we shouldn't be together, but it wasn't enough to convince me i should have left you behind

with just a touch, what i toil for a week to turn off you turn back on in a moment