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i'm okay again.

i like someone else. who's in massachusetts right now.

i'm okay.

and of the million things that are running through my head the only one i can't shake is that this could be it. i'm sorry i'm angry. i'm sorry we're not just friends. i'm sorry i'm upset. i'm sorry you're upset. i'm sorry that everything with you makes me feel perfect. i'm sorry i'm so pathetic. i'm sorry i never know what to think. i'm sorry i'm ( Read more... )

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no more braces. AHA!

here's to you ::raises glass and smiles::

i'm in california. be jealous. umm so we did castroville solvang and paso robles, dylan's wedding. all mucho fun. miss everyone. mucho mas later ;-)

oh yeah, i went surfing today..

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i go to californ-i-a on july 20th through the 30th. my cousin dylan is getting married and then i am going to be there with the amazing xan man and guthrie and aunt shelley and uncle eames and uncle bruce and aunt cindy. god i'm excited. i'd give anything for you to be there with me but i suppose if it happens then it happens and thats all ( Read more... )