I dont understand why everyone finds it necassary to be rude. It really got old. i mean i was on the other side for once, and if that's what it is like i will continue to be what i hate and stay on this side of that.

( Images of the ash-tray girl )

breathing. eating. same old same old. i haven't really updated my life in a while. i mean what is there to say? i can't wait to move out. i had BC today and i'm tired as hell.

and i just sneezed.

I am so glad that I watched that movie last night, so I could realize how much I really do want him.

I hate it.

and no not the name... the object. tonight i went walking downtown. it was great, and i would post pictures however my dad's computer is kind of gay with that whole scene, so you'll have to wait till i go home. but anyway i took this survey for you! HURRAY for me to you.

( I just don't get it, what's it with people and these things? )

first off- you spin me right around baby, right around...

secondly- i am going to cut my nails.

thirdly- let's go for a walk.... please?

CLASSIC I SAY! CLASSIC

i'm so pissed.

this sucks. i can't fix my background without getting tired and frustrated.. i need sleep. i'm going to bed.

yes, at 11:27...

Be strong. BE STRONG.

stay strong.

i really really need to change. i mean it. i am going to change. i am going to be optimistic. i am giong to quit a lot of things and work out...