And he asked me, "does it hurt very much to die?"

"Well, sweetheart," I tell him, "yes, but it hurts a lot more to keep living."

I told him this isin't such a beautiful world that he has to stay in it and suffer. This isin't much of a world at all.

Beauty is power just like money is power just like a gun is power.

I'M ALIVE!

well bitches, i survived the hurricane that took away my electricity for 7 days!

even mother nature/god can't bring this down! WOO!

but now i have about 6 e-mails to reply to. whew... better get started.

sqintzskater: annie, not a day passes where you dont enter my mind at least once.

enough said. i love matthew... so much.

<333333

The Ultimate Death SurveyWhat do you think happens after you die? don't care ( Read more... )

my horoscope said that true love is on it's way. i hope it is right. however, i never believed in all that stupid stuff.

school is tomorrow and i'm so depressed. but not about school. just about blake- and everything that has happened with it. i wish things didn't get fucked up.

so i'm off again to find something to entertain me... maybe another ( Read more... )

( This IS love. )

Wow. i have not actually updated in a while. long time i guess.. so i suppose i am due. however- not for child birth ( Read more... )

( i wonder if this is true..? )

He texted me. What am i to do?

give in, that's what..

so now i told logan. which is good because i'm trying not to regret or be ashamed anymore. but it is hard. very hard. i hate this stupid situation and life in general right now.

i can't wait to move on. i just wish i could get a guy to not dick me over.

but enough about me.