theehtcloudssduolcrupturedderutpur.

and i saw it.
what a sight to see. what a way to feel.
and i know it's obscure. but please don't rob me of this feeling!!

kids are done. go have some fun.

tonite was lovely. went to st. pete. chris gave me the keys. i went to the globe. all by myself.

it was the greatest. talked with illiot over coffee and cigarettes.

and it feels so good

knowing nothing you should

here's my routine as of yesterday.

work at coffee shop(not really a coffee shop, just a place that sells coffee), get off work, go to rival coffee shop (starbucks) work again, go to different coffee shop,etc. let us see how long i keep this routine in effect.

this weekend? daughters? collin? maybe?

last nite rescued starfish

started to watch monster, changed it..made me physically ill.
watched calendar girls instead.

went to the alley for a bowl. my score? 44!

engaged in conversation over the telephono with the propane tank for quite the while.

now itistimefora c i g are tt e

ohwhatmorecanidotoexpressmyloveforthosesticksthatscream DEATH!

i love working. so much. mostly i've been cleaning, but i've learned how to make a few drinks with the espresso machine!! that is by far the coolest thing ever. i also made three mediterranean wraps..they have hummus, tabouli, olives, and feta cheese in them. i want to eat one but i have to pay for it. and they're 6 dolares ( Read more... )

i didn't know getting a job could make me this happy. no more sleeping until 3, bitch!

let me correct you i hope you don't mind ( Read more... )

As I'm writing this letter to you, I feel the blood flowing to my face, darkening the apples of my cheeks. This is a feeling of humiliation. Not hatred, angst, or any other word one may use to describe this feeling. I would like you to know I am trying ever so hard to be civilized, rise above, or as some would put it, "find harmony in the ( Read more... )

i hate those mornings when you wake up and look around and think to yourself, "fuck, what did i do last nite?"

i don't remember what i did last nite but what i am sure of is that my favorite bra is gone and i would like it back