On a Monday I am waiting ( Read more... )

So...James just called and he got into an accident kind of in texas...he had a tire blowout and calls me like everythings just fine...this sucks..dont like that this shit is happening...kinda scary....i had a feeling that something bad was going to happen..hopefully the rest of the trip goes well..now that im worrying....:( awwww....

These last few days have been amazing, i love how they worked...first kisses should always be at the beach with the waves in the background and the stars above you..amazing..second kisses should always be when listening to me without you...Perfection is all i can say...

the next two weeks are going to suck....

Muah*

Im at work..its shitty..i made a good 40 dollers today and im getting paid for sitting on the computer writing in my lj..what fun..went to the living room last night with melissa jack ty james..people...chelsea...then hung out at my house for a while with colby melissa and Jack..then they left i slept...woke up wne to work at nine....and now we are ( Read more... )

Im on to greater greater things then you...

Thank God i realized it now..

odd..Things lately are better...lots better...i finaly am not confused about me and you...yet today no talking happened...oh well..i think it will work out...i wish others would...your amazing...

Melissa is amazing...I <3 her.

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SO i understand that this is MY journal,but i feel that i need to watch what i say.not because it will affend anyone just becasue people dont sit on here telling there life story...but i am going to..i dont care f you dont read it i just need to VENT ( Read more... )

i feel that i have been missing out on alot and am now satisfied with the friends i have..i love you melissa and chelc you two are truly amazing and i admire you both so much.

Heart is on the floor, why dont you step on it.

i could i would allow all this pain to leave me.

if i leave this place soon..will you be sad...i will be overjoyed...

the tears just keep flowing..

Its ridiculous how emo im sounding...

family is shit.i am shit.life is shit.
wanna make me happy...kill me now..:)