very exhausted ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

[url=http://www.3fatchicks.com/weight-tracker/][img]http://www.3fatchicks.net/img/bar-leopard/bear01/lb/0/44/5/.png[/img][/url]

i havent performed in toooo long... i cant take it!! i love looking in the crowd for friends of mine, they give me that great boost of wanting to do soooo awesome!!! i love my friends nothing means more to me than...emily,joe,alexander,simon,kat,emma,weds and charlie
i love you!!!

here my stats:

CW:154 (please don't i know how horrible this is)
HW:173
LW:109
GW:110 (just for now)
height: 5'4

so there you are...i am such a disgusting horrible person, i am sorry
i am a failure

  finally my step dad has eased up a bit! he will be on my case later today no doubt, but hey i cherish the moments of peace....
goign to play golf today, i think full 18 holes, will burn quite i bit i believe,all that walking ahhhh heaven!!!
we have family coming over today, oh meal time wil be awful!!!!
ewwwwwww they have just plowed the field ( Read more... )

though i am not looking down because it reminds me of frekin scales, i ate a yoghurt,a cupasoup and 3 rice cakes!!
time will tell time will tell....
can't wait for school fasting begins then and there!!!

The Important Stuff ( Read more... )

got nack from the hairdressers a while back, i like the cut, a bit short though. i loved my long hair but it had to go, along with the fat on me.
i dyed my hair black, i love it black it is so refreshing!
i had my fringe re-cut looks kinda funky!
wonder what will be said!
can't wait for the summer.......

i shall come out beaten it is said!