Hello old journal, i've decided to use you because maybe no one has remembered about you. I can't help but lament the past...i miss how things used to be sometimes..i don't know...just everything seems like it made more sense then, but i guess thats that whole hind sight of twenty twenty thing. I just got home and am refecting on the people i ( Read more... )

kids in the hall " I want to send and artists rendering of me pleasuring women in all different ways..so should I send that to your office to just here".."well maybe you should send it to your best friends house where I'll be up on top of him"

Ok, its three o clock in the morning..there's nothing better then getting a call at three o clock in the morning..not being able to go back to sleep..and having to get up early in the morning..fuck..it was for a good reason though so I guess that cancels it out then..I have to go in to the dojo this morning before work and practice for the ( Read more... )

ah fuck...I had to do like 175 pushups and about 100 situps in karate today...I think my power level is increasing..hmmm..fucking jock...my skold cd came in today...hyperextended my elbow today...well shower time and then off to work to waste eight hours or so..

If I were to die would I just fade away..I've asked myself this many times..would everything that is me just kind of dissipate from the minds of the people I love..what is the purpose of my life after I die? is the purpose to passionately live every day to its fullest..is it to realize beauty when its in your arms and cherish it..and if I grow into ( Read more... )

I can't fucking believe it...Steve Buscemi was stabbed in the neck and head in a bar fight in north carolina..what the hell is he doing in north carolina..hmm..he's ok, but its still surreal that he got stabbed..wait, actually, maybe not so weird..

What is there to say...knotted stomach...tight throat..shouldn't I be happy that I'm not the same person I used to be in a sense...that i've "grown" and am away from the whole drug scene...why does it hurt so fucking much just to think of what I went through..I should just accept it as something I had to go through to learn.. i have someone I ( Read more... )

Well coffee calls and a day off work touches me in the bad place...I'm supposed to go to the museum with jackie today..we're making it this all day thing, like five hours..should be fun..maybe we'll even make it to the kemper art museum too...I have too many things that are taking up my time..work takes way too much of it as it is..then there's the ( Read more... )

Heheh, just reading something else I wrote earlier in the month..have to use it here..today is bunny ripping my throat out day..fuck I wish i had a shirt..hey wait, I can make one..woohoo...well I'm supposed to go to maddy's family's house tonight..that should prove to be interesting..she's like the black sheep out of the family..they're all ( Read more... )

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