things sure have changed since the last time i have been here...

the guy i was talking about definitly cheated on me. lame, i know.

i was in a movie called we are marshall with matthew mc. and matthew fox. it was pretty amazing. i met alot of people..including one in particular...steven grimes. he attends GA tech. when to high school in gwinnett... ( Read more... )

so after some thinking. i have came up with a new way to live my relationship life ( Read more... )

so last night i called up a friend to see if he wanted to hang out. we ended up going to the PTC starbucks around 930ish(?). it was fun. we talked about movies and other jazz like that. well alot of his friends were there. like one couple came up to talk to us and they asked us if we were on a date. we just kind of looked at each other. laughed. ( Read more... )

aight i'm tired of this...i just want to say....I KNOW!! the more and more to delay to tell me then the more and more i start to hate you...just tell me the fucking truth and i won't delete you out of my life...i won't wish anymore that we could have a reverse button in life so i reverse ever saying hey....

everything is so clear now. the drama is still kind of there, but it's disappearing slowly. i still care for one of the guys, but the other...it was fun while it lasted. i wish we would talk or hang out but you know, you can't have everything in life that you want! though i am single and i don't know if i'm dating the other still...that is still ( Read more... )

i am so confused. and of course it is about guys ( Read more... )

what happened to me tonight showed me alot. i saw that no matter how anal parents can be there is alaways someone that can make you feel better, even if that does mean for you to sneak out of the house just to see them ( Read more... )

haha...thanks dane for the add of another entry...lol!

So it's been a lil while... but a few things have changed.

I met this guy...
He doesn't even know what to do with himself, but he loves coming to see me.
We don't even try working out the details... but it's fun. Don't really
know what to make of it yet, but I'll let you know... soon as I let him know...

everytime i get close to a new guy...they leave me. chris went to the reserves and we s is going to the air force. everytime i believe in something that i'm good at...i'm basically being told him not. soccer they don't play me though i work my ass off! playing a new instrument...actually being told i suck....so why should i believe in myself?