-
i give up
so there really is nothing left to not care about
there is one string i still had clung to thinking there was no need to let it go
but after somemore bullshit was pulled and remembering there has never been one person in my life who has never let me down or dissapointed me im giving up my faith in people ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
im so tired of life -
(Untitled)
i finally agreed to see a pyschiatrist last week
she wants me to try something called selexa, i really dont know what to make of it
the idea that its a mindaltering and behavior altering drug that isnt being used reacreationally makes me uneasy
i already know its all over
im just waiting until i take the plunge -
rejection
i was really excited that maybe Eden could come to ocean city with me ( Read more... ) -
um
i wish i knew what we are doing
and what do i mean
because im afraid that maybe im lost in a dream -
(Untitled)
ive never met my best friend -
(Untitled)
lets dance the shamans dance
under the moon
under the nightsky
so when we breath our final breath
we are in the universal mind -
skipping
kids dont skip school -
bullshit
im sick of this shit
what the hell is with this immigration stuff
what the fuck is wrong with whitey, what is their problem -
god what the fuck
man what the the hell why does this kid come and go
i was totally looking forward to Charlie hooking me up with some acid but now he cant, dont trust anyone else for this, Chris cant either maaaan
i at least wanted to talk to this kid for Valentine's Day not anything specific but his fucking reassurancei dont think he was working fuck it ( Read more... )