Me(10:49:24 PM): hi
Alex (10:49:42 PM): hey
Me (10:50:04 PM): how come ur not at prom
Alex (10:50:45 PM): I DONT KNOW
Alex (10:50:49 PM): i really wannted to go
Alex (10:50:54 PM): but no seniors asked me
Alex(10:51:04 PM): i just should have pretended i was a senior
Me (10:51:27 PM): lol
Alex (10:53:40 PM): damn
Alex(10:53:44 PM): i almost got caught
Me (10 ( Read more... )

i dont know how im going to get over this one
this one hit HARD 

 I want my best friend back

im  fucking scared

                                      im fucked

and being lovesick hurts

                     fuck

why have boys been fucking with me?!

>fuck<

dates im never going to forget
(among many others):

august 23 2006
april 13-15 2007
april 30 2007
may 7 2007
and may 18 2007....last night

sooo
im finally not depressed anymore
and the whole anarchy thing has taken a huge step back into my life
and to be quiet honest i think it helped me get over my depression
because bitches- i never got on the meds i was supposed to and i stopped seeing a therapist and im fine on my own
i still miss him though i really do

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i still hate life
i really do

theres not a goddamned day that goes by that i dont think about the dreams i had

someone told me today its about what you put into it what you get out of it
but almost all of our interactions that make us or our lives meaningful are with people and obviously it doesnt work the same because i put my life into that person ( Read more... )