Goddamn. I have not made a post since I left Harrison. I moved to Fayetteville around the end of October I believe. Lots have changed. Well, not too much I suppose. I like it here. I have a good job...doesn't pay too well, but it's something I like to do. I'm with people I care about here. It's like a family. Really. It's weird ( Read more... )

I'm finally leaving. Weird. It seems weird. I took down all the stuff on my wall tonight. My room looks so empty without all that stuff up. I don't like it. It's too bare. Oh well, I won't be here for too much longer. I told Jeff that I was leaving. I told him I'd stay a little longer if  he needed me, because a bunch of people have quit and are ( Read more... )

Blaaaaah. Each day seems to be getting worse and worse. I keep thinking about a lot of things. But only negative things. About the future and how awful it seems. Work is bad. Everyday I'm there feels like it could be my last. I feel like I'm just going to break. I hate it. I'm not happy here. I guess I've never really been happy here, but I have ( Read more... )

I never know what to type in my livejournal anymore. I used to put things about my day and such. I used to be able to write what I felt better than speaking it. It seems I am no longer good at either. Oh well. I finished an amazing book the other day. It's called Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman. Now I'm watching the mini-series, which came before the ( Read more... )

I just bought a new phone. My old one gets the worst signal ever. But I feel bad for buying it. I don't know why. It was kinda expensive, but not too bad. Maybe it's because I didn't REALLY need it. Hmm. I do get paid Monday. I don't know why I worry about such small things. It's dumb. Maybe it's also because I have a few bills to pay and I'm ( Read more... )

OKAY. THINGS I NEED TO GET DONE BEFORE MOVING SOMEWHERE.

1. Pay two hospital bills.
2. Buy new tire
3. Have someone look at the belts in my car. They're brand new, but they still make a loud ass squealing noise. Probably not good.
4. Go to the dentist

I think that's it. I hope so. I just want to get that stuff done, so I won't have much to worry about ( Read more... )

Poopty poo. Well, today I got offered to move to Mountain Home and become a shift manager at the Popeyes there. I have until August 1 to decide. I'm not sure what I should do. I do want to move, but I don't know if I want to work at Popeyes. I'll have worked there for 3 years in August. It gets old, but I know it. And there's comfort in that. ( Read more... )

What the fuck? Why do I care? Grrr. This is annoying. What can I do? Nothing. There is nothing I can do. Why is this such a big deal? I need to get away from here. I'm not running away from my problems. I'm just. Just starting over. I just want to start over. Somewhere else. Not here. I need to be far away. Further away.

I <3 Type O Negative. Soooo goood. Soooo good ( Read more... )

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