Laying here, watching Buddie perch on top of his cage, and thinkin ( Read more... )

i got on here to write a long entry that i hope Chris will maybe eventually see.. (in a perfect world) and that will spur him to realize we were meant to be together... but reading down through all of my entries I realize that we have been having problems for a LONG time. They date back to October of last year....that's 8 months of these same ( Read more... )

December 2nd, 2010 -- i ripped my pants :( in the thigh. as i was trying to squeeze into them. yay. im such a fatty....gahhh why havent i been watching my diet this year?!?! now i have to diet and its the HOLIDAYS ( Read more... )

hard to watch
even harder to feel

being with him
i love the most

if i could
i would

i know i would.

a lump in my throat

so hard to watch
helpless
conflicting

to love someone
is to put their feelings before your own.

This is not the end ( Read more... )

*sigh* what can I say about today ( Read more... )

today was a really good day ( Read more... )

its true ( Read more... )

Today is just a day, another Tuesday.. it'll be gone in another 14 hrs ( Read more... )

Yes, it is indeed a Sunday night and I am at the mother's house. I should be doing an assignment for my 3D design class, but we'll see... hehe .. ;)

So, in my last posted I mentioned briefly about a bouquet of roses on my front porch. weeeellll.... 4 months later, that guy who left them is my boyfriend. <3 ( Read more... )