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should be studying...
so, i just looked at and updated my profile on here. man, a year and a half ago I was so much more confident... what happened? :/ instead of going off on some random and possibly related tangent that might contain an explanation..I am going to save myself (and my fingers) some trouble ( Read more... ) -
MY Journal
my journal should be about me. and what I am doing. I am so sick of focusing on other people. not that they did anything wrong ( Read more... ) -
pointless...maybe
don't really have much to say.
and it seems the things I deem worth saying are just depressing and negative anyway.
intuition.
perception.
priorities.
reality.
logic.
confidence.
worthiness.
strength.
fate.
faith.
love.
compassion.
empathy.
differences.
experiences.
perfection? -
benefit of the doubt
I don't even know what I'm thinking...I really don't. Half the time I'm one way, the other half the opposite.
If this is what having schizophrenia is like I couldn't do it.
Yeah..I don't even know..
Love conquers all they say.. yeah maybe if you have enough. -
just another one of those nights..
Nights that I've been having too many of, recently. I am so drained.
Maybe my new warm blanket will help.
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disbelief again
i never thought this would happen... ever ever ( Read more... ) -
disbelief
even after all this time, i still can't believe we ended this way ( Read more... ) -
feelings
These feelings have been so intense, yet so back and forth. I never thought it was possible to have your heart torn in two. Not in that way, but the way when one half is understanding and accepting and moving on, and the other half is screaming, calling out his name, never wanting to let go.
I hate this.
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irony
Isn't it ironic?
That how I've been feeling has been right on the fuckin money?
Isn't it ironic?
That your favorite song describes you perfectly?
I should've trusted my gut. -
one week down, 4 more to go..
why am i so insecure?
:/