Ryan wants me to think over whether i can live a life with him being busy, and not talking to me at times, and not seeing me for a few weeks at a time. and occasionally bailing out on me for plans, and breaking occasional promises ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in a while. motsly because i have the sneaking suspicion that noone reads this. but anyways.

school is okay.
boyfriend is okay.
i am hungry.

that is about all.

Stef.

I'm a Philosopher/Scientist!


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i had the weirdest dream last night.
I dreamt that my family had bought a rocket ship and we were going to be flying to the moon. Only i was a boy, and about 12 years old. And we owned a giant bookstore/library. that part was cool. My dad was trying to sell surfboards. which was the odd part.

by January 1, 2005:1. write 100 words a day, every day, for a month at least ( Read more... )

( So i got Wasteland for Christmas... )

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today sucks.
I am stranded at home, no car, almost no food (a tiny bit of turkey, and a small spoon of stuffing).
I had planned on going shopping today with Ryan, but he stayed up until 7 am again, and slept until 3, and then is now working on his computer some more. which won't get done at all. And noone is around, and i DO NOT want to be playing ( Read more... )

My christmas load rocks ( Read more... )

there.... is... SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

w00h00!!!!!!!