So it's been about a week since my last enrty update. This week has been a gOod week. Here's what it consisted of ( Read more... )

DANG... I havent updated this thing in FOREVER! I really just dont have too much time to. Well things are good anyway. Me and Chris are dating.. WOOP WOOP. He's different from any other guy Ive dated thats for sure. I usually tend to run away from all the nice guys I start talking to but he's a keeper. He's really sweet to me and doesnt let doors ( Read more... )

I havent updated this thing in FOREVER.. guess I havent been that bored here lately... well Im bored now so I figure an update would be appropriate. Things have been good. =] Im a happy person. School is going awesome. So is cheerleading. Relationship status= I dont know. There's this guy that Im liking. =] Its hard to say what will happen tho. He' ( Read more... )

So lots have been going on.. yet again. It seems like evry weekend is a dramatic one too. =[ I hate drama. I hate it I tell ya. Lets see Friday was the best by far... why you ask?! Well umm... try... HEWITT BLEW IT! ONCE AGAIN! Suckers!!!! lol. VICTORY was ours once again and Im so happy my class went undefeated against them. Bahahaha! Annnyway... ( Read more... )

Okay so today was a lil bit stressful but tomorrow.. daaang.. tomorrow is gunna be carazy!!! Ive gotta be at the school at 5:45 in the morning bc the sqad is gunna be on the news bc it's the Hewitt/Clay game! And then we're gunna be on 2 more times doing the weather.. once at 5 and then at 6! It's crazy! I love this game.. one, bc Hewitt is.. yeah ( Read more... )

So things are starting to become clear to me. I hate it here. I want to just go.. go somewhere else. I started filling out my ACT thingy tonight and after a huge argument with my parents Ive decided Im not staying here for college. I just cant take staying here.. so.. I dont plan on it. Now I mean there's always that chance ya know.. but I dunno ( Read more... )

So I cried once today a school. But it wasnt even bc of sean or anything... Chris made me cry at lunch. =[ I guess he just doesnt like seeing me like this? I dunno... but he started voicing his opinion when it wasnt asked for and it upset me. Everything he said probably is the truth but.. I dunno. Maybe Im just in denile about all of this. Maybe ( Read more... )

Im not confused... I never was.. I know what I want and Ive known the whole time. I guess I was just scared. Scared to try and I still am but then again if you love someone as much as I do him you cant let being scared get in the way.. In fact you shouldnt let anything get in the way. Not what people think... not what people say.. in the end it's ( Read more... )

So it's becoming clear to me that I may not be as strong as what I thought I was. These past two days have been hell for me and all I can do is cry. Im grounded too which only makes things worse bc instead of getting out with friends, all I can do is sit here and think of all the memories and things that were said && it depresses me. Shea came over ( Read more... )

So last night I had a wreck... A pretty bad one at that but Im okay. =] Lets see.. where to start. Well after dropping shea off at her house I stopped by the old Windixi on Deerfoot to say hey to shannon and Jessica. Well when I was leaving Cody and Matt wanted me to spin my tires. Welll.. boooy did I spin those suckers. I def lost total control of ( Read more... )