I don't know what's wrong with me any more. I am just not myself it seems, and I have no idea when this came out it just kind of hit me today when I woke up. I am the happiest I have been in forever, I have a boyfriend who truly cares about me and I love him. I just don't know. It upsets me more when I think about it because I just can't figure out ( Read more... )

Well as of the 7th me and Ricky have officially been together and let me tell you it has been a blast even if all we do is watch movies and lay around I still love the time we spend together. Right now we are playing guitar hero and it's great I finally found a video game I can kick his ass in haha. Well just wanted to update a little more to come

Well I have decided to go back to EA I know I am an idiot but to get any where in life I need that peice of paper. Gah sometimes I just don't know anymore sometimes you have more excuses then I have used in my lifetime. Every day there is a new excuse as to why you don't want to date me I think I truely give up this time I am not going down this ( Read more... )

Well I have offically been kicked out of school. That's not really upset me yesterday I decided to go into work because I really need the money. Big mistake I got into a big fight at work with Mark. And it all went downhill from there I am so stressed right now I have no idea what I am doing with my life my hair is falling out like crazy. But the ( Read more... )

Well I went to the docters I got taken off all the medication because they think it has something to do with my panic attack... O the alergic reaction on my face who know's he gave me some kind of cream for it I am just alergic to Ricky I swear lol. Well going to clean my room I just got my stuff from Anna's good day...

Well I woke up this morning to a phone call and I was wondering why my mouth was numb I look into my mirrior and my lip was swollen I look horrible I feel horrible and I am going to the docters so I will post later

"why cant she just be happy the ways things are" to answer this I can't be happy with the ways things are because it's not what I wanted and you know that. I can't be happy for something that is nothing more then hooking up in my eyes. So you have things you need to take care of I respect you for that but I don't understand why we can't be together ( Read more... )

So I went on a last minute vacation to Ohio this week I have to save it was really fun but really stress-full two days with some family killed me besides that there were 6 of us in one hotel room which wasn't pleasant. O and another thing I have really bad sunburn which is odd because I have never had sunburn before in my life not only that it's ( Read more... )

So I am bored and off tomorrow anyone want to make plans with me? Other then that today I am going to the new house to wonder around in the woods o yeah I so downloaded Oregan trail last night I am super lame the end.

So I have decided to start a Josie And The Pussycats cover band anyone interested. And no this is not a joke.